I didn't have headaches anymore so I knew it was doing something! I was excited to see where we were at. I had the MRI and then we went to Dr. Kassam's office to hear the results.
The chemo did nothing. The tumor actually grew!
How frustrating is this? I lost my hair and felt like shit for weeks and it was All. For. Nothing!
The photo on the left is after chemo and on the right is before. You can see that it has grown larger |
We are now stopping the chemo and going in for surgery. This time it is going to be a craniotomy. I was being opened up from the bottom of one ear to the top of the other. I had no hair so we didn't have to worry about it being shaved. But since I was still weak from the chemo I needed to wait four weeks to gain some strength before having the surgery.
October 23 we are heading into surgery.
In Mackinac Island |
At the Packer game!
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In the mean time, I got to go home and have fun and feel good for a while. During this time I went to Mackinac Island, to a Packer game and a good friend came to town.
I was prepared to come home after surgery feeling and looking like crap. So, I got my kids' snow gear bought for the year. I also got their Halloween costumes ready. I had a halloween party that I wanted to go to if I was feeling okay so I bought a costume with a fancy face mask so if I had a swollen eye, I can at least hide it. I've been looking at photos of people after craniotomies and a lot of them had a puffy eye. Some had bruising. Others didn't look so bad. Crossing my fingers I don't look horrible after it either!
The kids were going to be staying with my Aunt Marcia while my parents were with me down in Milwaukee.
I'd be gone about a week again.
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